Hot Chocolate VS. You

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 Things i like about Hot chocolate ;
 •hot chocolate is Hot
 •hot chocolate makes me excited
 •hot chocolate smells good
 •hot chocolate is good to have, everyday
 •hot chocolate makes me warm and happy
 •even when hot chocolate too strong or too weak, it's still good.

 Things i like about you :
 •pretty much the same with hot chocolate ♥

Today, Brie listens to....

YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ME
by. Roxette

I've been up all night, you've been puttin' up a fight.
Seems like nothin' I say gets through.
How did this old bed fit a world between me and you.
We said "Goodnight" but the silence was so thick
you could cut it with a knife.
We've hit the wall again and there's nothin' I can do.
You're the one, yea, I've put all my trust in your hands.
C'mon and look in my eyes, here I am, here I am

You don't understand me, my baby.
You don't seem to know that I need you so much.
You don't understand me, my feelings,
the reason I'm breathin', my love

The mornin' comes and you're reaching out for me
just like everything's the same
and I let myself believe things are gonna change.
When you kiss my mouth and you hold my body close,
do you wonder who's inside?
Maybe there's no way we could feel each other's pain.
Tell me why it gets harder to know where I stand.
I guess loneliness found a new friend, here I am

You don't understand me...

You don't seem to get me, my baby.
You don't really see that I live for your touch.
You don't understand me, my dreams or the things I believe in, my love.
You don't understand me. You don't understand me. Understand me.

Today, Brie listens to.......

WASTED TIME
By. Skid Row

You and I together in our lives
Sacred ties would never fray
Then why can I let myself tell lies
And watch you die every day

I think back to the times
When dreams were what mattered
Tough talking youth naivete

You said you'd never let me down
But the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation

Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind

Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You've left behind

Paranoid delusions they haunt you
Where's my friend I used to know
He's all alone
He's buried deep within a
Carcass searching for a soul

Can you feel me inside your heart
As it's bleeding
Why can't you believe you
Can be loved

I hear you scream in agony
And the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation

Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind

Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You've left behind

You said you'd never let me down
But the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation

Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind

Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You've left behind

The sun will rise again
The earth will turn to sand
Creation's colors seem to fade to grey
And you'll see the sickly hands of time
Will write your final rhyme
And end a memory

I never thought you'd let it get this far, boy
I never thought, I never thought
You'd let it get this far boy o no
I never thought, I never thought
You'd let it get this far boy no
I never thought you'd let it get this far boy

Alien itu bernama Bugzilla

Damn!
I'm back!

I met an alien, I fell in love with him (or 'It?'), I made love and I was dumped! Shit!
bersama alien berambut mohawk gatot alias gagal total itu aku terbang...terbang jauh sampai lupa yang namanya daratan, lupa ma twin sister Gee, lupa ma rumahku ini yang sekarang jadi seperti kapal pecah, lupa ma mom, lupa ma dad (haduh kualat dobel kuadrat deh kayaknya).

Speaking of "Kapal Pecah", nggak cuma rumahku saja yang berantakan, hatiku juga...udah broken into pieces, yang semula in a perfect shape, sekarang berubah jadi tumis ati ampela. Wanna know who the chef is?? Ya, si Alien Mohawk Gatot itu.

No wonder, at the first sight si Gatot itu looks very sinfully delicious ahahah...at the first touch..ehmmm totally delicious xixixi but in the end, He is Damn Sinful, what an unforgiveable sinner. setelah semua yang aku berikan, every the best damn thing, he turn his back on me for that litle b**ch!! ARrrrgghh.

Memalukan, seorang Brie, yang konon menurut kabar berita adalah seorang supergirl (dengan kekuatan prisma bulan akan menghukummmu!),terbuang sia2 oleh mahluk yang bahkan bukan manusia. he's an Alien and even his hair style is not cool, Mohawk Gatot!

Well, enough, walau kadang masih suka termehek-mehek nggak jelas but he dumped me and enaouh is enough! This is the end of my love story with that Alien, and whoever his name is, He will always be Bugzilla...a Big Bug who can not stop bugging...zzzzzzzzz.

bye bye alien...without me, u are just a BUG!

PS. foto diatas adalah wajah aslinya si Bugzilla. Damn! masih nggak percaya apa yang pernah aku lakukan dengan wajah itu. hiyeekkss!!

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Gee...I'm Back!! I miss u and I need a box Chocolate!!

Cinta itu gila

Loving You Is …..

Malam ini, aku menyayat pergelangan tanganku. Perihnya tak tertahan ketika perlahan cairan merah itu menetes dan mengenai jemari kakiku. Ternyata aku masih merasakan sakit ini, artinya aku masih waras. Malam ini, aku takut menjadi gila, tapi malam ini aku tidak takut mati.

Malam ini kekasihku marah padaku, aku menjadi terlalu menyebalkan baginya. Mungkin memang benar, seharian ini aku hanya membuatnya susah, terlalu banyak kesalahan yang aku lakukan dan kekasihku memang sudah sepantasnya marah.

Setiap kata yang terucap dari bibir kekasihku malam ini terasa seperti silet yang menyayat nyayat buluh jantungku, membuatku sesak. Tidakkah dia mengerti bahwa setiap kali dia marah, setiap kali dia berkata tentang semua kesalahanku, separuh jiwaku seakan terenggut dari ragaku? Tidakkah dia mengerti, betapa takutnya aku kehilangan dia? Tidakkah dia mengerti bahwa tak ada satupun kata di bumi ini yang dapat mengungkapkan rasaku padanya.

Separuh hatiku, separuh jiwaku, separuh nafasku adalah miliknya. Ketika dia tidak menginginkannya lagi, masih sanggupkah aku bertahan untuk tidak ingin mati ?

Malam ini, kekasihku tidak ingin perduli lagi padaku, malam ini kekasihku menganggap aku pelacur, malam ini kekasihku mengingatkanku bahwa tidak ada kata “selamanya” bagi dia dan aku. Jadi, masih sanggupkah aku bertahan untuk tidak ingin mati?

Maafkan aku jika rasa ini terlalu besar, maafkan aku jika aku tidak bisa hidup tanpamu, maafkan aku jika caraku mencintaimu adalah salah. Mungkin, aku hanyalah perempuan gila yang mencoba mencinta atau mungkin aku hanyalah perempuan bodoh yang gila karena cinta.

Kutelan puluhan pil berwarna putih yang malam ini menjadi kawanku, berharap darah ini akan berhenti mengalir, berharap jantung ini berhenti berdetak. Hatiku sudah mati, Jiwaku sudah tiada. Tanpa kekasihku, aku tidak ingin hidup lagi.



Brie, sendiri.
Di tengah malam yang paling malam
...mencoba tetap bernafas tanpamu....


And I could list a million things that i would do for you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you..

"Unwanted"

...Avril Lavigne..

All that I did was walk over

Start off by shaking your hands

That's how it went

I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight

Oh yeah yeah

I wanted to know you

I wanted to show you

You don't know me

Don't ignore me

You don't want me there

You just shut me out

You don't know me

Don't ignore me

If you had your way

You'd just shut me up

Make me go away

No i just don't understand why you

Wont talk to me it hurts that i'm

So unwanted for nothing don't

Talk words against me

I wanted to know you

I wanted to show you

You don't know me

Don't ignore me

You don't want me there

You just shut me out

You don't know me

Don't ignore me

If you had your way

You'd just shut me up

Make me go away

I tried to belong it didn't seem wrong

My head aches

It's been so long

I write this song, that's what it takes

You don't know me

Don't ignore me

You don't want me there

You just shut me out

You don't know me

Don't ignore me

If you had your way

You'd just shut me up

Make me go away

Sweet..sweet ..song!!

You And Me

what day is it and in what month

this clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me

and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right

I'm tripping inwards you got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me

and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to prove

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now

I can't quite figure out

everything he does is beautiful

everything he does is right

you and me

and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me

and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to prove

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it

and in what month

this clock never seemed so alive

..by Life House...