Beautiful

By. Christina Aguilera

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, i saw debris
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone left the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay


And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

Today, Brie listens to....

YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ME
by. Roxette

I've been up all night, you've been puttin' up a fight.
Seems like nothin' I say gets through.
How did this old bed fit a world between me and you.
We said "Goodnight" but the silence was so thick
you could cut it with a knife.
We've hit the wall again and there's nothin' I can do.
You're the one, yea, I've put all my trust in your hands.
C'mon and look in my eyes, here I am, here I am

You don't understand me, my baby.
You don't seem to know that I need you so much.
You don't understand me, my feelings,
the reason I'm breathin', my love

The mornin' comes and you're reaching out for me
just like everything's the same
and I let myself believe things are gonna change.
When you kiss my mouth and you hold my body close,
do you wonder who's inside?
Maybe there's no way we could feel each other's pain.
Tell me why it gets harder to know where I stand.
I guess loneliness found a new friend, here I am

You don't understand me...

You don't seem to get me, my baby.
You don't really see that I live for your touch.
You don't understand me, my dreams or the things I believe in, my love.
You don't understand me. You don't understand me. Understand me.

Today, Brie listens to.......

WASTED TIME
By. Skid Row

You and I together in our lives
Sacred ties would never fray
Then why can I let myself tell lies
And watch you die every day

I think back to the times
When dreams were what mattered
Tough talking youth naivete

You said you'd never let me down
But the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation

Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind

Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You've left behind

Paranoid delusions they haunt you
Where's my friend I used to know
He's all alone
He's buried deep within a
Carcass searching for a soul

Can you feel me inside your heart
As it's bleeding
Why can't you believe you
Can be loved

I hear you scream in agony
And the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation

Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind

Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You've left behind

You said you'd never let me down
But the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation

Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind

Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You've left behind

The sun will rise again
The earth will turn to sand
Creation's colors seem to fade to grey
And you'll see the sickly hands of time
Will write your final rhyme
And end a memory

I never thought you'd let it get this far, boy
I never thought, I never thought
You'd let it get this far boy o no
I never thought, I never thought
You'd let it get this far boy no
I never thought you'd let it get this far boy

Today, Brie is listening to.......

NOT ONE NIGHT
by. Mr. BIG


I used to dream of only you
NOW I DON'T DO THAT
I used to messed to came to you
Oh now I don't do that
Since you've been gonna learn to stop
Try to hold on because

There's not one night, one single day
That I wouldn't give to you
So hold my night in every way
I try to forget you too

I thought you could tell me anything
Yeah you used to do that
Let me inside of everything
Yeah you used to do that
Never to change you least the thought
If you so strange because

Chorus

Loneliness may come knocking at my door
Where I'm coming from that don't face me anymore
Tender-shatter-little-life on where I'm s'poseses to be
Of you're not used in thinking you come running back to me

Solo

Since you've been gonna learn to stop
Try to hold on because...

Today, Brie is listening to..........

LIFE
Des'ree


Yeah! Oh yeah! Oh life! Oh life!

I'm afraid of the dark
Especially when I'm in a park
And there's no one else around,
Oh I get the shivers.
I don't want to see a ghost,
It's the sight that I fear most
I'd rather have a piece of toast
And watch the evening news.

Chorus:
Life, oh life! Oh life! Oh life! doo,
Doot doot dooo... Life, oh life! Oh life!
Oh life! doo doot doo

I'm a superstitious girl
I'm the worst in the world
Never walk under the ladders,
I keep a rabbit's tail.
I'll take you up on the dare,
Anytime, anywhere;
Name the place,
I'll be there,
Bungee jumping, I don't care!

Chorus
life oh life...

So after all said and done
I know I'm not the only one
Life indeed can be fun,
If you really want to.
Sometimes living out your dreams,
Ain't as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world,
In a beautiful balloon.

Chorus (2x)

Doo doot doo doot. Repeat
Oh, life, oh life! Repeat till fade

Cinta itu gila

Loving You Is …..

Malam ini, aku menyayat pergelangan tanganku. Perihnya tak tertahan ketika perlahan cairan merah itu menetes dan mengenai jemari kakiku. Ternyata aku masih merasakan sakit ini, artinya aku masih waras. Malam ini, aku takut menjadi gila, tapi malam ini aku tidak takut mati.

Malam ini kekasihku marah padaku, aku menjadi terlalu menyebalkan baginya. Mungkin memang benar, seharian ini aku hanya membuatnya susah, terlalu banyak kesalahan yang aku lakukan dan kekasihku memang sudah sepantasnya marah.

Setiap kata yang terucap dari bibir kekasihku malam ini terasa seperti silet yang menyayat nyayat buluh jantungku, membuatku sesak. Tidakkah dia mengerti bahwa setiap kali dia marah, setiap kali dia berkata tentang semua kesalahanku, separuh jiwaku seakan terenggut dari ragaku? Tidakkah dia mengerti, betapa takutnya aku kehilangan dia? Tidakkah dia mengerti bahwa tak ada satupun kata di bumi ini yang dapat mengungkapkan rasaku padanya.

Separuh hatiku, separuh jiwaku, separuh nafasku adalah miliknya. Ketika dia tidak menginginkannya lagi, masih sanggupkah aku bertahan untuk tidak ingin mati ?

Malam ini, kekasihku tidak ingin perduli lagi padaku, malam ini kekasihku menganggap aku pelacur, malam ini kekasihku mengingatkanku bahwa tidak ada kata “selamanya” bagi dia dan aku. Jadi, masih sanggupkah aku bertahan untuk tidak ingin mati?

Maafkan aku jika rasa ini terlalu besar, maafkan aku jika aku tidak bisa hidup tanpamu, maafkan aku jika caraku mencintaimu adalah salah. Mungkin, aku hanyalah perempuan gila yang mencoba mencinta atau mungkin aku hanyalah perempuan bodoh yang gila karena cinta.

Kutelan puluhan pil berwarna putih yang malam ini menjadi kawanku, berharap darah ini akan berhenti mengalir, berharap jantung ini berhenti berdetak. Hatiku sudah mati, Jiwaku sudah tiada. Tanpa kekasihku, aku tidak ingin hidup lagi.



Brie, sendiri.
Di tengah malam yang paling malam
...mencoba tetap bernafas tanpamu....


And I could list a million things that i would do for you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you..

"Unwanted"

...Avril Lavigne..

All that I did was walk over

Start off by shaking your hands

That's how it went

I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight

Oh yeah yeah

I wanted to know you

I wanted to show you

You don't know me

Don't ignore me

You don't want me there

You just shut me out

You don't know me

Don't ignore me

If you had your way

You'd just shut me up

Make me go away

No i just don't understand why you

Wont talk to me it hurts that i'm

So unwanted for nothing don't

Talk words against me

I wanted to know you

I wanted to show you

You don't know me

Don't ignore me

You don't want me there

You just shut me out

You don't know me

Don't ignore me

If you had your way

You'd just shut me up

Make me go away

I tried to belong it didn't seem wrong

My head aches

It's been so long

I write this song, that's what it takes

You don't know me

Don't ignore me

You don't want me there

You just shut me out

You don't know me

Don't ignore me

If you had your way

You'd just shut me up

Make me go away

Sweet..sweet ..song!!

You And Me

what day is it and in what month

this clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me

and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right

I'm tripping inwards you got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me

and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to prove

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now

I can't quite figure out

everything he does is beautiful

everything he does is right

you and me

and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me

and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to prove

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it

and in what month

this clock never seemed so alive

..by Life House...

Aku dan Negeri Bernama Chimera

Chimera, negeri sejuta keajaiban. Begitu aku selalu menyebutnya. Siapapun tidak akan menemukan Chimera hanya dengan membuka peta dunia. Chimera tidak ada di dunia bumi. Untuk sampai ke Chimera, aku harus menyeberangi samudera yang airnya berwarna merah, semata karena dasarnya dipenuhi oleh batu ruby. Jangan sekalipun mengambil batu mulia itu, karena itu akan membuatmu kehilangan perasaan untuk selamanya dan sesudahnya yang kau inginkan hanyalah mati.

Chimera bukan ciptaan Tuhan, Chimera tercipta dari ribuan angan, khayalan, impian, dan imajinasi manusia. Semua hal indah itu ternyata mengendap di awan, menempel di ribuan bintang dan oleh keajaiban mengubahnya ke suatu kehidupan di Chimera.

Aku mencintai negeri ini lebih dari apapun yang ada di semesta. Langit Chimera berwarna pelangi, arti betapa perbedaan itu indah. Mungkinkah pelangi masih tetap menjadi pelangi jika hanya terdiri dari satu warna??
Tapi, yang paling membuatku jatuh cinta di Chimera adalah kenyataan bahwa aku bisa membeli apapun disini. Aku tidak perduli dengan para mahluk penghuninya yang serba elok dan sempurna, aku tidak perduli dengan pepohonan dan bunga-bunganya yang berwarna permen.Aku juga tidak perduli dengan sungai kecil di sekeliling taman kota yang mengalirkan coklat cair, yang aku perdulikan hanyalah sebuah bangunan yang menjulang setinggi 7 tingkat dan berada tepat di tengah Chimera. Bangunan itu berwarna pink, dengan kaca-kaca panjang yang bening. Aromanya manis, dan bangunan itu bernama Soulmate Inc.

Soulmate Inc. mirip dengan mall di dunia bumi, tapi seperti namanya, mall ini menjual belahan jiwa. Ya. Aku sedang kesepian dan aku butuh cinta, aku butuh belahan jiwaku, oleh sebab itulah aku berada di sini.

Tiga jam lebih aku berjalan berputar-putar di seluruh Soulmate Inc. Keluar masuk lift, naik turun escalator, tapi tatapan itu belum juga kutemukan. Aku tidak butuh mata indah, aku tidak butuh dada bidang, tidak juga bibir yang membuatku ingin selalu mengulumnya. Aku mencari tatapan, tatapan yang bisa menembus langsung kehatiku dan mengatakan jutaan makna.

Kakiku sudah mati rasa, mataku sudah perih mengamati setiap etalase dari setiap toko. Tubuh dan hatiku sudah hampir menyerah saat aku melihat sosok itu. Sosok itu sedikit tersembunyi di sudut ruang. Kulirik nama toko pemiliknya, De Morgan. Nama yang keren. Kuseret kakiku memasukinya, sosok itu menatapku dan saat itu pula aku seakan melayang. Inikah tatapan yang aku cari? Aku dekati sosok itu, dia tersenyum. Senyum yang dulu pernah aku lihat dalam mimpiku tanpa aku tau wajah pemiliknya. Aku jatuh cinta.

Kubaca label yang tergantung di pergelangan tangan kirinya, sementara matanya mengamatiku lekat-lekat, membuatku tersipu.

Humoris, cerdas, sensitif, sedikit posesif, sedikit pemarah, a big fan of moto GP

Aku menahan geli saat membaca label itu, sosok yang cukup menggemaskan.Dan ternyata di Chimera juaga ada MOTO GP hahaha. Sedetik kemudian ada desir aneh yang mengalir ke jantungku saat tanpa sengaja ku sentuh jemarinya. Sosok itu terkesiap, lalu tersenyum tipis. Ya. Aku jatuh cinta.

Malam itu aku tidak sendiri. Aku pulang ke dunia bumi dengan seseorang yang kubayar dengan separuh hatiku, separuh jiwaku dan separuh nafas dari seluruh hidupku.

“Hay, Aku Brie”, sapaku.
“Hay, Aku Nev”, jawabnya..


Diantara Dunia bumi dan Chimera
...ketika hari-hariku tak lagi sama...

"Soulmate"

...Natasha Bedingfield..

Incompatible, it don't matter though

'cos someone's bound to hear my cry

Speak out if you doYou're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. LoveableIs already in my life?

Right in front of meOr maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end

How do I find the perfect fit

There's enough for everyone

But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory

They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

..cheers..